Bitchcraft

Chloe Belle ✞ Bournemouth ✞ Disney Bitch
✞ My Own Words Could Never Save Me ✞
This ones for you.

I’m such a difficult person and I hate it. I wish I could stop the way my mind thinks, but it never changes. I’m so convinced that everybody is going to leave me that I push them away first. It’s like I crave reassurance. I just want somebody to tell me they’ll never let me go, and remind me of it. I wish I could believe I’m cared about or loved.

I have some of the best friends ever and I’m so lucky to have them and I’m terrified what’s going to happen if they leave. My mind is a scary place to be, especially alone. Sometimes I just need somebody there so things don’t feel so bad.

It’s so hard because my ex was constantly there and now I don’t have that either. I feel like I have absolutely no stability in my life and everything could fall apart in a second and I could do nothing but stand and watch.

Some days I don’t want to get out of bed. I’m sick and I’m tired. I’ve been told I’m different recently and I guess it’s true, I have absolutely no clue who I am and I don’t know if I’ll ever get back to being me. And I’m not so sure I care anymore.

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"Sometimes i think its my fault for being in this position. For letting people treat me the way that they did."
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Help!

Anybody that can either get me to Birmingham from Southampton on the 25th, or Huddersfield from Birmingham/Southampton on the 26th gets some major cuddles and love (+ petrol money!)

It’s my 18th birthday on the 26th and I really don’t want it to suck like all my previous ones (minus my 16th) haha.

<3 x

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