✞ With a wink and a smile and a vial of meth ✞
elvenism asked: i love you and i know we haven't seen each other or talked in a long while but that's okay just because we haven't been in touch does not mean that i disrespect your existence and it doesn't mean that i don't like you so please don't listen to such complete half-wit bullshit from an anonymous person who cannot even have the guts to show their face or who they are for fear of tarnishing themselves or their opinion because you are goddamn beautiful and kind and lovely and WORTH IT YOU ARE PERFECT
You are lovely.
I miss you! Thankyou for this, nice words were needed right now :( Had enough of dealing with horrible people.
Anonymous asked: i am happy and i hope you dont turn up. nobody wants you there, and you said you feel like you dont belong so why go ahaaa. everybody hates you, nobody wants to see you. if you dont kill yourself have a nice life by yourself and stop bothering us and ashes. thanks
If I don’t kill myself. Haha, oh wow.
Thankyou so much. I don’t even have anything to say to that because I have lost the will to fight.
Anonymous asked: Why are you actually still around? Your completely worthless now. sure ashes probably did care about you for a second but you ruined that yourself because your fucking selfish and horrible. your not worth anyones time and you should probably just kill yourself and actually succeed this time. nobody wants you around anymore, nobody wants to see you at ashes gigs. not even them. isn't it clear they hate you? everybody does. fucking vile bitch. you make me sick.
Do you know what? It’s people like you who make me not want to go to gigs anymore. You make me feel like I don’t belong. You make me not even want to leave the fucking house.
Maybe I am a ‘vile bitch’ and everything else you called me, maybe Ashes do hate me, but that’s down to them, although I wouldn’t blame them. And just maybe you will get what you want and I won’t go to gigs anymore because I can’t be fucking bothered with this. I can’t be bothered with anything. I’ve had enough.
So well done, I really hope you’re fucking happy.
So tomorrow is both my birthday and 100.
I’m not sure how these managed to collide, but I’m not okay with either.
Lets hope this week ends quickly.