Chloe Belle ✞ Bournemouth ✞ Disney Bitch
✞ A gentleman holds my hand. A man pulls my hair. A soulmate will do both ✞


oh man this gives me the creeps

this fucked me up
Hahahha oh dear @mildebat @ghettogoth_ 😂😂😂
I love @ghettogoth_!! Main man 💕sound circus 👌 #fucked
Public apology and admitting i’m an idiot. 
Recently things haven’t been going too well, i’ve got myself in some stupid situations that I had no idea how to get out of. I got to the point where I didn’t even care. The only thing that has stuck in my life consistently through everything has been ashes. They’ve always tried to help, no matter how stupid i’ve been or what i’ve done. 
Recently, I haven’t been myself at all. I’ve been self destructive, doing stupid things and genuinely just making everybody around me angry. I pushed everybody away and didn’t let anybody get close to me because it scared me. I’m one of the most confusing people to understand and it’s hard. And I guess the point in this is just saying sorry. I’m sorry to everybody for being a fucking idiot. For standing for what I did for so long even though you all told me to get out. Sorry for making you angry, making you sad, making you worry and everything in between. I wish I could change it all and go back to the beginning. 
To ashes; I love you more than anything. Thank you so much to Crilly for basically being the one responsible for getting me out. I don’t know where we’d be now if you didn’t. I’m sorry if I messed everything up (you know i’m good at that).
Right now, i’m feeling super positive about life. I’m my own person again, ashes are touring with Will Control and things seem good. It will take a while to get my head around what happened, but it’s time to stop feeling sorry for myself, to stop living in the shadow of somebody else and start living my own life again! 
I love you all. Thankyou. <3

I hate those kind of days.

It’s hard because everything I do is wrong. 

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